Holy-days

Dear readers,
I really apologize for the holdup in my posts. Well I totally agree that it’s my bad. I just couldn’t get myself to write anything. You know how holidays are like doncha? There are so many stuff you could do. But you end up in bed all day thinking about what you will choose. Well, now that I have chosen my pick, I will keep you guys updated pretty often.

Nowadays I should say there’s not much to life. Just reading, watching stuff and hanging out. Generally everything I do is pointless. I just live my life and try to inhabit myself. The funniest part is I totally became nocturnal until a week back. That’s when I got cured somehow. I just couldn’t get myself to sleep in the night. Well it was kinda enjoyable. Everyone at home is asleep giving me the green light for freedom. That’s excluding all my friends in the noct club. Best thing is going out and feeling the early morning breeze before going to sleep. I can tell ya its the best time of the day. Usually noone in site. Have the whole world for yourself. hehe .Well, Before that usually I would surf on the www or watch something if I got any.And not to neglect, all my lovely friends who kept me occupied in chat all night ;). Thank you all very much. Hope you get restored to good health soon.

However, living in the daylight isn’t that clear-cut either. It just means eating at the table at the right time. Nothing else is quite different. Sometimes I tried calling a few friends and get together. But you know how some people can change when schools over and they got their own life to live. I can almost hear some of them say "Friends come, friends go, why do you care?" And I could almost say "I aint a goner yet dear FRIEND!" hehe. Well if you ever want to get rid of someone, its better just to say it straight. Instead of lying and lying and go kill yaself in the end. Off to hell!

Well, this is what I imagined heaven would be in my school days. I would sit and try to study real hard the night before the exam. Only one thought kept me awake all those nights. The thought that I would breathe this life! Oh how silly I was lol. If anybody gave me the slightest hint of this nightmare, I would ve rather slept and failed.

So, all you guys who are looking forward to the so-called magnificent 6 months I hope you get the picture. Better sketch it well or you will suffer the same curse. This is absolutely nothing like the fri-sat weekend. Frankly, its better to have yourself occupied in something...even studies. Its funny sometimes.. Whenever I see my notes now, I just want to go sit and study for an exam. This curse is that treacherous ;) I miss school now. I could say I would kill to go back!{sneeze q} Anything to do anything else but walk in circles... :)

Time to say goodbye...

Well! It's been a long time. People really do forget. If it werent for ciman, I would have forgot all about ma bloggy. Thank you ciman.. for reminding me. hehe.I almost forgot I even had a blog for 7 months... Sorry ol' bloggy. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I have been so busy and involved with school-life the past 7 months. To be honest, I have never had the time to sit in front of the computer feeling bored or wondering what to do. There's always something to do. Maybe sulk over loaded homework.LOL

Now, I am counting the last few days of studying in this school. It is both heartbreaking and blissful. Good news is no more home works, being scolded by teachers and most importantly no early morning wake up calls. That does sound great eh? We will finally have time to quit studying 24/7 and do something else whenever we want.

Yet everything just can't be right. It's just never perfect. On the other side of the picture it's so unhappy… Yes. Friends and all the fun we had together. It's all going to fade away. Almost everyone is going to take a different path in life and live their own life. We won't be seeing each other everyday and chat gossip and all that. It fills me with pain and unhappiness to face the truth that it’s never going to be the same. It will never be just us together in that same classroom with those brainless teachers hehe. Some of them friends are going abroad for like a lifetime. Some will start working and become the most dull and mind-numbing people ever :P

Although we're all gonna be scattered and although we never meet again, in the past 3 years we have created this special relationship between us. However much disgust and mischief that has happened between us, meeting in the same place, everyday has somehow created this bond. A bond in which we have created love, affection and caring for each other. And no matter what happens in life, I will always give a helping hand for them and be there for them. And whenever I know that they are unhappy, it sure will sadden me.

All we have to leave behind for each other is memories… Like they say best memories are the memories of school-life. This is where my school life started and I will never forget these wonderful days I spent with you guys. I have learnt a lot and experienced a lot with you. And I will always love you and remember these days wherever in life I go and how much more friends I find. Right now let's leave that and enjoy the remaining 54 days sniff..hehe.

Smile while you still can ;)

The puzzling mystery!

It seems that girls are always doing the same nasty things, playing with your poor heart in the same old ways, confusing you, hurting you and doing all those stuff. Maybe you guys never knew about the truth behind all these depressing happenings . Welcome to the world of girls!Yes, the number one complaint men have when it comes to women. Confusing you in all sorts of ways. A girls action contradict their words. Never heard that one. Did you? I guess not. And understanding this phenoenon will help you gain an upper hand in the game of seduction. This is'nt going to be a hard job for you if you live somewhere, where you meet girls often.

Men have been trying to untie a girl's mind for thousands for years and still to this day, we don't have much to show for all out research. Two things that we have been able to decipher is that jewelry is a good barter for oral sex and when she says "nothing's wrong." it really means that everything's wrong!

To be honest, Girls are a lot like men than we think, with one exception. Guys, ever heard of estrogen ? Every woman is a victim of this dominant dangerous hormone. This is the exact reason which makes them more emotional beings than sane people. This is especially when it comes to matters of the heart. The mystery behind a woman's unpredictable way of acting is because of her way of thinking. And what changes her way of thinking? Right, Emotions!

That's not much, right? With the failure to produce any significant results after so much pondering, one might wonder why we would even try to comprehend a woman's way of thinking. The great mystery. But actually the logic behind the craving of men to find whats going on in the girl's mind is indeed very simple. He who understands the workings of a girls'mind will be unchained from the troubles that occur when dealing with girls. These include things such as fear, pressure, fear of rejection, miscommunication, guitr, self-abuse. All these difficulties arise when you put a girl in authority. "Emotions" in authority.

Doubts? Oh yes, I am a girl!And girls are confusing.

Easy life..

Dear Readers,
Its been a long time since I have been hearing about these bloody blogs. But I never had the guts to make one myself. Finally here I am making one for my own. I think this is going to be something interesting. Atleast I could get myself to do somthing interesting when I am bored. Sometimes I wish life could be less stressful than now.Maybe like computers.Is'nt that why people are into computers these days. Computer things are much simpler and easier for our little poor minds to process.

If I felt lonley, I could come online. Or maybe I could write down in my nick ''Hey any bored fellas? I am bored. pm me''. It is not that easy when it comes to life right. Maybe I am bored at a party. Its not like people there could see through me.And if I am not home I could switch to away mode. ''I am not here, sorry.''I may not want to see my computer filled up with messages "Are you there?". You can just appear offline or really sign off!! You dont want people to be waiting at ur doorstep coz ur away right?

How wonderful would it be to be able to observe the world, watch people come and go, without them ever seeing you. You'd be like Mr. Invisible. Imagine what you are capable of! You could talk to someone to hate and yell at them as much as you want and that person will never even find its you!. wonderful life eh?

Oh yes. Life would be indeed a garden of roses . ( cute, isnt he? )