I really apologize for the holdup in my posts. Well I totally agree that it’s my bad. I just couldn’t get myself to write anything. You know how holidays are like doncha? There are so many stuff you could do. But you end up in bed all day thinking about what you will choose. Well, now that I have chosen my pick, I will keep you guys updated pretty often.
Nowadays I should say there’s not much to life. Just reading, watching stuff and hanging out. Generally everything I do is pointless. I just live my life and try to inhabit myself. The funniest part is I totally became nocturnal until a week back. That’s when I got cured somehow. I just couldn’t get myself to sleep in the night. Well it was kinda enjoyable. Everyone at home is asleep giving me the green light for freedom. That’s excluding all my friends in the noct club. Best thing is going out and feeling the early morning breeze before going to sleep. I can tell ya its the best time of the day. Usually noone in site. Have the whole world for yourself. hehe .Well, Before that usually I would surf on the www or watch something if I got any.And not to neglect, all my lovely friends who kept me occupied in chat all night ;). Thank you all very much. Hope you get restored to good health soon.
However, living in the daylight isn’t that clear-cut either. It just means eating at the table at the right time. Nothing else is quite different. Sometimes I tried calling a few friends and get together. But you know how some people can change when schools over and they got their own life to live. I can almost hear some of them say "Friends come, friends go, why do you care?" And I could almost say "I aint a goner yet dear FRIEND!" hehe. Well if you ever want to get rid of someone, its better just to say it straight. Instead of lying and lying and go kill yaself in the end. Off to hell!
Well, this is what I imagined heaven would be in my school days. I would sit and try to study real hard the night before the exam. Only one thought kept me awake all those nights. The thought that I would breathe this life! Oh how silly I was lol. If anybody gave me the slightest hint of this nightmare, I would ve rather slept and failed.
So, all you guys who are looking forward to the so-called magnificent 6 months I hope you get the picture. Better sketch it well or you will suffer the same curse. This is absolutely nothing like the fri-sat weekend. Frankly, its better to have yourself occupied in something...even studies. Its funny sometimes.. Whenever I see my notes now, I just want to go sit and study for an exam. This curse is that treacherous ;) I miss school now. I could say I would kill to go back!{sneeze q} Anything to do anything else but walk in circles... :)
