It’s been long since I have written or posted anything in here. Anything at all.. I do not have it in mind to write down all the excuses I have in my head. But I feel that you all deserve an explanation from me. And of course, another chain of thoughts after so many days of quietness in this azure.
As I stand for today, I remember the days when I couldn’t resist writing in here everyday. Although I didn’t have anything better to do, I loved writing down stuff and posting on my bloggie. Most of the time, wherever I was I kept thinking about the world around me more than I ever did. Whatever I observed or understood, I had the need to write it down and let others sense the feeling and be knowledged from my experience. That was when the realization came to me. Why writers are more aware of their surroundings. It’s a very special feeling none other than a writer could sense.
Anyhow, life has changed a lot since. And however much fun I had in blogsphere, I know it won’t be the same again. Its been four months since school began. And the fact that I haven’t been able to write a single post might give you guys a good mental-picture of my blogs state for the next coupla years. Well, to be straight life’s busy nowadays.. So many things to do and so little time. Postponing Due dates and exams.. Late Late Late.. Its always about having to be on the correct date and time..
Last week’s Busy-ness has totally tired me out .I am still drowsy, sleepy and exhausted. I have changed into a lazy sleeper. An entirely unexpected character. I don’t really care about anything much except my days sleep which is 11 to 13 hours. I feel like an overweight fatty concerned about food. Atleast I find myself improving.. Coming back to my right mind.
After this hectic week of unit tests, I finally found time to take a seat and breathe. That’s when I started to think of the stuff I ve been missing. My mind couldn’t get offa blogging for one thing. So once again I was back in blogsphere. Thinking that everything would be frozen back in here. I entered the place with no idea what I was about to find out.
I was surprised to find that some of the coolest blogs were deleted. And that the blog owners have finally decided to quit on blogging. It was very depressing to find that the blogs were no longer even for the readers to read. I also went through some of the other most enjoyable and attractive blogs I used to read everyday. The more I read, the more I came to understand that bloggers were fed up of blogging.. Every post is written jus for the sake of writing a post for the readers who visit their blogs on a daily basis… Bloggers feel they out of creativeness.. out of Ideas and thoughts. I say we just need to give it time when it comes to this point. Forcing yourself into writing something produces a piece which is not worth the time and effort… or is this an occasion to welcome a new generation of bloggers?
Well, atleast I didn’t give up on blogging and Im sure I wouldn’t just quit.. I ll pop in here once in 4 months as a minimum :P Although its not the same, Im sure we will all move on with life and live happily.. and those good ol blogging days would be another good ol memory to make us smile once in a while..
Thanks all who inspired me and requested an update :D
Ramazan Mubarik :)
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